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| i remember talking to u for the first time,
u make me feel like myself,
after all the battle i've gone,
u make it look like it can happen again,
i walk in dreams for so long,
u brought me back to reality,
when i was gone,
ur voice made sense when all made none.,
u brought me back from the brink of death,
to take my life for urself,
i will walk away before that happens,
looking back i will never,
on this lonely road i walk the path once again,
one that u have laid for me,
ever so beautiful, ever so mystical,
but full of deception and lies and heartache,
if i ever see this moment in the future,
will i ever survive,
this heart can only take so much,
before u pierce with a bullet,
u brought me back from the brink of death,
to take my life for urself,
i will walk away before that happens,
looking back i will never,
i will walk away with my head held high,
making no noise that makes no sense,
you will forever be my bullet,
and now i will think twice,
* just a rough sketch*
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| what's going on? that's as much i can sum up right now...we are under going pre practicum right now. how time fly's by. as much as i am restless in knowing where i get, to be honest, i could care less. i'm just 'seizing the moment' or living the moment. hahaha. head in cloud nine again. | | |
| lately, we, the part 6 students are at the edge of insanity. the work load!!!! ever since i lost my laptop i'm having a huge trouble to finish my work. i spent hundreds at the cc doing my work (or re-doing) and i still have ten assignments that need to be submitted by the 29th of october. TEN!!! and i'm trying my best to keep my head floating here. with all the other stuffs that i'm doing. i'm also helping out the part 3 students fixing their acting for their final production. (i'm to nice). so right now, i'm prestending to be in cloud nine, because i think that is what is connecting me to the real world. hahaha. so unlogical. hahaha. but i'm impressed with myself that i can sit down at a computer and type a two page essay in less than an hour as long as i have the outline. i could never done that before. hehehe. and i'm still hanging in by a thread here. i can't wait till this is over. lately, i've been looking at cars and bikes on sale. by end of this year, i will have my own bike. but someone told me that the price of a monthly payment for a viva is the same as a kriss. so y not get a car. actually i was planning on getting a car once i finish my studies. but a few nights ago, my dad said the same thing. after i grinned at him, he kinda tried to take back his advice. but right now, i might just get a car by the end of this year. if i can ask nicely from my dad and make him see reason. hehehehe. pray for me eh. p.s; hana, if u wanna know more bout ur last comment we must talk privately. hehehe. | | |
| why did u have to tag me...ok let's see: fact 1: i dislike sweet stuff. sweet person takpe. hahaha fact 2: i don't go ANYWHERE without my mp3. which is my hp. good thing though. fact 3: i like to daydream a lot. hahaha. we're in the same boat hana. fact 4: i always like my hair short. fact 5: i got tons of nick names. whitey, mat sal (short for mat salleh), boy, willow, and s few more i don't wanna sebut. fact 6: new people always spell my name wrongly. fact 7: i'm in love at the moment (again) fact 8: i'm a very patient person. (not many like to agree but it's true) fact 9: likes manga and anime (though thengah cari a good one now) fact 10: i like martial arts. (not many know dat to. i have brown belt in karate) fact 11: i hate getting into fights or quarell ( i always let the other person win even though they are wrong) fact 12: i like hands on exp. hate reading facts. love fantasy and action. fact 13: i like reading story books. addicted to a few authors fact 14: i used to be a prefect in school almost 8 years as a prefect. a rigid person. only now i'm carefree, i like it. fact 15: i'm an impulse buyer. especially tgh ade duit. wakaka. i tag mamy n fattah for this, wheeee... | | |
| last week, i went out to break-fast with my old high school class mates at sacc. as usual, it took me to plan the gathering. but it was worthed. i haven't met some of them in a long time. even though we were close but we always had our own thing to do. one of my best friends, Azman is a Food tech student and he was my best buddy during high school. when we meet, i was suprised to see how little they had changed. physical or mentally. we broke fast on our own. then we met up at pizza hut and had our dinner. it was the best time i had in a while due to the work load of part 6. during dinner we called one of our friend who was in uum. she was happy to hear from us and we told her that we will meet her during raya as she missed us so much becoz of being very far. then we talked and talked till we realized that it was time for the place to close. we had a lot of fun and of course they ask me to figure out another coming reunion during raya. as usual.. 
Azman, his friend from mascomm(tak ingat nama pulak), and yours truly. 
ida, ika, ros and bib. on a sadder note, someone broke into our house the other day and stole my lappy and syameers lappy. i was so angry because not just i lost my laptop but all my asignment along with with it. and now i have to RE-DO all my finished assignment. man i'm not happy. Dugaan...... | | |
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